Fill the Void

A conversation that I had with a close loved one an year ago  had brought up something about me that I wasn't aware about or wasn't ready to accept about myself. The conversation was random. I love conversations that are all over the place. This are one of the best ways to understand a person. A conversation that has no purpose is one of the best conversations you can have with someone. 

Coming back to the "Slip Up" that I made. I realized that sometimes I have the tendency of engaging in behaviours that aren't very rational like excessive shopping or sometimes even overworking myself to the point of burnout, this behaviours are not really irrational.I am not defending my behaviour in any way but I display those behaviours to just fill the void.

I am not sure what this void is made of, but I know that no wealth in the world could fill it. I know for the fact the void will continue to remain empty until I understand the void.The void is just like us, it has likes, dislikes, it is afraid but at the same time it is very brave. 

I am pretty sure that all of us have a void, you might call it another name or maybe it's nature of the void is different.But at the end of the day, the basic principle that the void cannot be filled with anything and everything that the world offers. The void needs to be given a space, a space to express,a space to be understood, only then can void be filled.

I know this blog is super small but I am working on a something exciting for the next blog. Stay tuned. 

Thank You 💗

-MJM.