Just Some Poems. Pt.2

This is a continuation of the last blog.  This will be the last of the series. 

Poem 4:

Garden.

I stare at this flower, 

It's beauty seems to be out of this world. 

But even if the flower loses it's beauty, 

I will still cherish it. 

It may wither, 

It may droop down, 

                                              But to me it is one of the most beautiful flowers. 

                                           In a garden full of beautiful flowers, 

                                          I will still run and choose this one over the others. 

                                                I doubt  it's the beauty that wins my heart, 

                                           I doubt it's scent of the flower. 

                                             I do not know what it is, 

                                                  But I always run back to it. 

Poem 5:

Sweet Sleep 

You live in my imagination, 

And nowhere else. 

I want you to be here. 

But you  seem to ignore my pleas. 

But my imagination so strong, 

That it seems you are here,

Right by side, 

Guiding me at every step. 

But as I wake up from this sweet sleep, 

You are not here. 

I cry, I scream, 

But that pushes you further away. 

I am confused, 

I do not understand where to go. 

But then I see a poison, 

A "Sweet One".

I take the poison, 

A poison that puts me to sweet sleep, 

A sweet sleep, 

That brings me and you together. 

Poem 6:

This poem is a very special one as it is a rewritten version of my first poem. 

Fell for you. Pt.2 

When I first saw you, 

You were a stranger. 

A pretty one. 

A stranger that seemed too perfect. 

A stranger that I felt, I  did not deserve. 

A stranger whose arms I wanted to fall into, 

A stranger who I wanted to be with. 

But as time passed by, 

I got to know a different version of you, 

The Real one, 

You weren't as perfect, 

You weren't as pretty, 

You weren't who I wanted, 

You weren't who I deserved. 

But still, 

A part of me wanted you, 

A part of me carved for you, 

A part of you waited for you, 

But all along, 

 I wasn't waiting for you,

I was waiting for love. 

I fell for you,

 I fell really hard for you, 

But it wasn't for you, 

It was my attempt, 

To fly away from my misery, 

To fly away to the land of magic, 

To fly away with someone. 

But as days have passed by, 

Our memories haunt me. 

"Memories" which weren't really ours, 

They are just mine. 

Memories that scare me,

Memories that are taunting, 

Memories that just won't leave. 

Thank  You🖤

                                                                                                                                                  -MJM.