Saying GoodBye.

Yesterday was the day that I graduated from an institute that I was part of for two years.I feel a lot more emotional  about it today   than I felt yesterday. I think it is because of the fact that  I have a lot more time to retrospect my complete journey today then I had yesterday.  I actually haven't properly spent the two years here. If you are familiar with the conditions of the world from 2020, you know most of the things were online. My experience was mostly online, but the time I got to spent in the campus was fabulous.  

My life in the campus has been extremely colourful.  Every person that I encountered in the campus was so different and I got to learn something new from each one of them. I leave this institute with all this lessons and experiences. The lessons and experiences that I am grateful for everyday.

One of the major reasons, why I was so comfortable in the institute was because of the Lecturers. Each lecturer that I encountered was amazing. The encouraging words of each lecturer has helped me in building my confidence. Any time I had a silly question or any time I had a personal problem, the lecturers always lend their helping hands.  I loved this trait of each lecturer. I hope that one day I grow up to have this attribute, of helping others selflessly.  

I think one of the most prominent things that I did while I was part of this institute, was being part of the Dramatics Association. I think that was the best decision of my life. I remember the excitement and anxiousness I had to join the association. To be honest, my audition was not that great but I still somehow managed to get into the association. I had my own ups and downs in the association. There was time that I actually, wanted to leave the association. But there was my gut telling me to stay back. I am so happy that I listened to my gut. I know if I left the association that time, my journey would have been so incomplete. There are some bonds that I made in the association, that will last a lifetime. The energy each member of the association had, always encouraged me to be my best.  I know we as an association sometimes failed, but even in those moments of failure, we all continued to work in the same energy.  This is one of the things that I admire about the association. 

I am extremely grateful for having such great classmates. I was a prefect for a year and loved being it because of my classmates. Each of them were extremely charismatic. The one thing I loved about my classmates was the fact that they were always there for each other. Each of us may have not been friends but whenever our class was in trouble or any one of us was in trouble , we always were there for each other. I will miss all the dumb pranks we played, the serious conversations we had, inside those four walls. 

 Last but definitely not the least, my friends. My friends were most important part of this journey. Without them I would not have been able to enjoy this journey in this manner. My friends always have had my back irrespective of dumb things I did. I know for a fact that I will continue to annoy and support them,  even after we leave this institute.  Thank you to all my friends that brought me food , listened to me rant about random nonsense, yelled at me for being dumb and being there to see me grow. 

I would just like to end by apologising to my friends, classmates, Association  and lecturers. I am sorry if I ever was a bad friend, prefect, classmate, member or a student. I know I may not have been the nicest person to some of you. I had my reasons but that still does not make my behaviour right. 

I know this blog was very different. It is more personal. I usually do not enjoy talking about my personal experiences but I just felt like pouring my heart out today. I hope you enjoyed this blog

                                                                                                                                               

Thank you💝

-MJM.